THE STORY OF A LOSER

I hide my feelings and emotions

I don't want that anyone would see how sad I am

I laugh and make jokes

But like all things in this life

There is good and there is bad

and things to make me happy

and others to make me sad

Sometimes I'm wrong

Sometime I'm cruel

Then I feel the hurt of being fool

I keep on acting

Always smiling

The show must go on

And never end!

So I act whole day

I'm happy and laugh,

Even inside of me feel the suffer

I hide my feelings

Now, and hope forever

But still i'm a loser...

The pathetic loser of the all time 

PAIN INSIDE ME...

Reaction...Imperfection...Reflection...

An unpleasant sensory and emotion

To their subjective localization 

Something that will come and then go

I wish I can live with it

Let it fall upon my soul

Deeply drown left unspoken

Where the darkness grow

Yesterday the same hopefully not tomorrow

Dreaming dreams of dream

Twisted thought of the nightmare casting a shadow

The pain inside that I really dont know

Pain...Pain...Please go

Hope the twilight can break thru the wall

STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE

Stuck in the middle

At a loss of direction

In a mindless state

Of such hopeless confusion

Just staring in empty space

I feel so tempted

Is there a reason why?

Give me an answer

So I can know now

But still im stuck

Stuck in the middle...

In the middle of nowhere..

That I really dont know why....