Tok antara gamba-gamba nok sempat aku shot dalam 2 3 hari tok...Banyak juak aku belaja...Yala guna nya ekot xtvt kdk tok...At least berbaloi juakla aku meli D90...huh...Apapun komen dan kritik amatlah dihargai...Orite...
Monday, April 13, 2009
This is my fault...
This is me,the only me....
The selfishness built in me...
The things that grow inside deep in the dark..
Am I selfish for an answer...
How can I wait for something indifinite...
Am I selfish to save my sanity,to get some more space...
I hope it will make thing better...
I know that I'm not perfect...
Learning to become another person...
Another person which is different...
No more lies,no more feeling like the fool...
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I hide my feelings and emotions
I don't want that anyone would see how sad I am
I laugh and make jokes
There is good and there is bad
and things to make me happy
and others to make me sad
Sometimes I'm wrong
Sometime I'm cruel
Then I feel the hurt of being fool
I keep on acting
The show must go on
So I act whole day
I'm happy and laugh,
I hide my feelings
But still i'm a loser...
The pathetic loser of the all time
Thursday, April 2, 2009
An unpleasant sensory and emotion
To their subjective localization
Something that will come and then go
I wish I can live with it
Let it fall upon my soul
Deeply drown left unspoken
Where the darkness grow
Yesterday the same hopefully not tomorrow
Dreaming dreams of dream
Twisted thought of the nightmare casting a shadow
The pain inside that I really dont know
Hope the twilight can break thru the wall
At a loss of direction
Of such hopeless confusion
Just staring in empty space
Is there a reason why?
Give me an answer
So I can know now
But still im stuck
Stuck in the middle...
In the middle of nowhere..
That I really dont know why....