Monday, April 13, 2009

SELFISH I AM

This is my fault...

This is me,the only me....

The selfishness built in me...

The things that grow inside deep in the dark..

Am I selfish for an answer...

How can I wait for something indifinite...

Am I selfish to save my sanity,to get some more space...

I hope it will make thing better...

I know that I'm not perfect...

Learning to become another person...

Another person which is different...

No more lies,no more feeling like the fool...

10 comments:

vivian said...

1st of all..
u r very good poet..
and i salute that u can express ur feeling..

2nd..
come on bro..
wake up!
overcome ur fear..
the suck and damn lame thing that built inside u!

erolnukman said...

wahh..rajin nulis..
tapi kenak crita sedih2 jak tok?
hehehe..

zElDrItCh said...

vivian
thanx...apa nok ada dalam palak otak just let it flow..the things that i really regret..regret sbb x dapat peluang untuk berubah..dah xpat nak wake up agik dah..semuanya beraher...nothing change after this...loser still a loser...

erolnukman
rajin..expressionism...
ginei nak molah..sedih jak dapat polah kdk tok..mun happy xpat..ntahla..its seem to be senang nak luah rasa sedih..dengan banyak benda dalam palak tok...

iman daud said...

bgus juak sdar ngn salah dikpun.. lmak2 tok kita salu crik garis horizon.. pa kata kita crik garis vertical gik :)

deeqay said...

knk kamu sedih alu bunyi tok uz..huu...juz b strong ok??cm ktk salu pdh ngn kmk dlk bh..apapun, if u need smone..u know how to find me..:)..boh la alu nk molah mek kdk stranger uz..:P..tauk la dh ada life sndrk..but im here as ur fren..owest..huhu..take care ya..


peace..

zElDrItCh said...

iman daud
ya jak mampu polah..nak ubah keadaan mmg xpat...biarla jakla benda ya flow kdk ya..

chanteqmanis
sedih jak..ngenang nasib..nasib yang x sentiasa menyebelahi kita..give and take nang xpat pakei..xdala nak molah jadi stranger...kinda bz..aritok bok kerja..marek mc...kerja btimbun kat office...camya jakla idup...for the time being just mok layan dirik sorang jakla...anyway thanx...

vivian said...

have fun!
have fun!!

mek pun ada mun maok kwn bersedih..
hehhehe

boh dikenang glak apa yg menyedihkan..
teruskan kehidupan seperti tidak ada apa yg mampu polah ktk down..

PRIDE BRO!!

zElDrItCh said...

vivian
thanx...huhu..alhamdulillah..dah ok dah ckit...dah dapat nak terimak kenyataan...

f.loren said...

being selfish is a short-term satisfaction sebenar nya.

bila dah sedar, bukan molah kita happy pun.

you can always change yourself, but make sure tukar jadi nok bagus lah. iboh nak jadi tingtong2 hahahhaha.

anyway, good luck

zElDrItCh said...

farah.loren
orite..thanx for the advise..